It was tough, but I finished. The assignment that was due on the 19th is complete, and the finished product has been emailed to the person in charge of making the decision. Though I put a lot of time and thought into this assignment, it was a challenge to complete, mostly because of the doubting voices that nagged me: “Maybe this isn’t your strength…â€Â “Perhaps you’re just not any good at this…â€Â “This is probably your one chance at this opportunity – don’t blow it by turning in inferior product…â€Â “No pressure, but if you fail, then your chances in this line are null and void for the rest of your life…”
Years ago on Northern Exposure, Ed envisioned these self-doubts as the “little green men†in his mind. My little green men had a field day this weekend. Hopefully they wore themselves out with the exertion and activity, and will take a loooong nap and leave me alone for a while.